Eleven Letters (deluxe edition)

by College Fall

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tells the autobiographical story of eleven letters written between two lovers as they tear at the fabric of each others feelings. Featuring indie pop radio favourite Gravity and indie rock gems For What It's Worth and Built An Empty Home

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released March 10, 2007

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Track Name: For What It's Worth
I’m resigned to dance around your feelings
I’ll take a breath and start again
so we let it go today, can we talk it over another day? it’s overdue

I need to let you know soon enough I have to go
you know I’ll miss you, my heart is still here with you

but if you disagree
for what it’s worth I’m not secure enough in us to hear your doubt
but if you disagree
for what it’s worth I’m so in love with you but I can’t tell you now

I fell on this feeling, I can’t reveal what you need to hear me say
I gave my reason, I don’t have the pieces left here and I can’t stay

well then write your plans off or write your chance off
Track Name: Gravity
I'm all alone since you let me down
I always knew you were the only boy around, who could
another season drifts further away
and I still hope I’m reason enough for you to stay

but you said, it’s technical
when I said I love you, I meant do you love me
does your satellite orbit me, is your light heart free from gravity

another season drifts further away
and still i hope I'm reason enough for you to stay
‘cause I’m sure I love you, I’m not secure you feel it to

when I said I love you, I meant do you love me
does your satellite orbit me is your light heart free from gravity

the lines clear now but you won’t talk
the stars are faded to black
I’m resignated, I can’t react
Track Name: Built An Empty Home
so it snowed right through spring
and by June all the road signs
they weren’t making sense, I slowed down
and all I heard was a breaking heart, in a parking lot
I built an empty home, I disconnected the phone and waited alone

if I wake up but I don’t hear you, just keep knocking
if I look up but I don’t see you, then I’ll start writing
you’ll always be the same, still hiding all the pain
I’m hurting too just waiting fading away

if I wake up, but I don’t hear you, just keep knocking
if I look up, but I don’t see you, then I’ll start writing
and if my words don’t reach your hands
if I lose my chance will I find you
if I run downstairs but you’re not there
if I sit and stare, will I find you

you’ll always be the same, still hiding all the pain
I’m hurting too just waiting fading away
I might give in, and leave him
begin healing this devastated feeling
Track Name: It's All Over
you said you can’t understand, but the feeling of falling faded fast
and you’ve got nothing left
I turned around, in time you hid your eyes, you had no choice
I thought of all the ways I tried, to keep you there and figure it out
you’re sitting back and I’m no further
I just want to scream at you all night
you won’t even hear a word I cry
the window opens up and all the pages float away outside
but it’s too late to apologise, the author’s dead, the story’s lost

it’s all over, it’s all over, it’s all over before you know it
it’s all over, it’s all over, all that I can leave with is my pride

I need a bottle to get me so numb, a little tired of thinking about you
I’m broken and you’re long gone, a little tired of weeding out of the truth
I can’t admit it even if I want to, I won’t let you hear my voice again
I’m fresh out of reasons why I’m here, Maybe I’ll never get
It’s all over, it’s all over, it’s all over before you know it
It’s all over, it’s all over, and I can’t even talk about it
It’s all over, it’s all over, it’s all over before you know it
It’s all over, it’s all over, all that I can leave with is my pride

Before you get up, I’ll wrap a towel around, and walk away
Gave you the chance to tell me why, let you cry, say goodbye
It’s all over, it’s all over, I don’t want to let you go
But it’s all over, it’s all over, and I can’t even talk about it
Track Name: Six Or Seven
six or seven hours I’ve been awake
I don’t think you would have noticed
I couldn’t say what I thought about
until you called and you warned me no to think at all
but I can’t even get
my mind off my heart sores or the pain where my eyes rest
the drugs didn’t take, can you tell me why they can’t
will you tell me what’s gone wrong, when I don’t understand

it’s not enough, you’re not in love
I’m giving up again, I never thought I would
question why I live in the dark of all the passages
in time I’m hoping to learn why
but the answer is terrifying

it always feels like I'm the one that’s stuck behind
I’m the one just left to die, I’m the one that’s out of time

it would mean so much if I knew you loved me once
and I know we made mistakes and you make me so afraid
It’s hard when you’ve been betrayed If I’m behind will you find your way
Track Name: Like It Or Not
you ignore all my phone calls
if I can't find you tonight, I might blame it all on you
a broken heart in college fall, if we turn out alright
then I've got nothing to lose

like it or not, I’ll never give up, I kept your heart right in my hand
it's been so long, I've been so wrong and now your gone

I know I've made mistakes before
if I can press rewind I would and live again with you

I can’t explain it enough for you
it’s complicated you really don’t care, you don’t care
I want to make it back up to you
If I could take it back I would, if I could

I still miss you
sure I messed up and the bets are all off
you know I won’t stop, I’ll never give up
Track Name: Closer
what is it you hope for in a friend
I should have asked you that before you went away
so I’m waiting here for you alone again
while you spend time with her, will you stay away

I might be all you need to keep from falling at her feet
I need you closer
closer to me to know I’m in your heart

so you phone me you never felt so far away
wish I could tell you everything I want to say
I might be all you need to keep from falling at her feet
I need you closer
closer to me to know I’m in your heart

I don’t want your letters I don’t want to read about London
I'll die inside I’m losing you
I don’t want your letters I don’t want to know that it’s snowing
I'll die inside I’m losing you
I don’t want your letters, I don’t want to read about her
I can’t breath
Track Name: This Direction
We greet the new year with a red wine
I’ll meet you here at the same time next year
In bed before we spoke, you left before I woke

I can’t live this anymore, I don’t fit the scene I’m set in
you would, if you could, well you should
I can’t give this anymore, drag me out of this direction
you would, if you could, well you should

we greet the new year with a red wine
I’ll meet you here at the same time next year
I don't hear from you again
it's been forever since you called me

I can’t live this anymore, I don’t fit the scene I’m set in
you would, if you could, well you should
I can’t give this anymore, drag me out of this direction
you would, if you could, well you should

I don’t know your reason but I can’t find redemption
I told you what I’m feeling I can’t see your connection
and now I face oblivion I look in your direction
I’ll break your fall
Track Name: Back Down
I’m not gonna give you any more ground
I need you to tell me now, I gotta hear it anyway
never thought you'd let me down
by the time I figure you out, you move away
I'm lost this time

I won’t give you any more ground
I need you to tell me now, I gotta hear it anyway
I’m lost this time, I’m never going to see you again
I hope you’d recognize, how much you needed your friend

you, let, me down
once, too, many times

if you don’t back down, I won’t back down, this time

I’m lost this time, I’m never going to see you again
Track Name: I Won't Leave You
can you stay if we’re not friends
will you show if you still care, I search for us again
try and comprehend, waiting in despair, I still crave her

the sky is closing in tonight, my fear amplified
if you don’t shut the door, I won’t leave you anymore
my hand reaching out for yours, I don’t believe you’ll let it fall
I know you’ve seen it all before, I won’t leave you anymore

every letter I don’t send, every minute I can’t spare
they’re the moments you remember
I try and comprehend, waiting in despair, I still crave her

the fire is closing in tonight, my fear amplified
if you don’t shut the door, I won’t leave you anymore
my hand reaching out for yours, I can’t believe you’ll let it fall
I know you’ve seen it all before, I won’t leave you anymore

I’m tired of hearing your mistakes
this time it’s easier to care about you
if you cared about me some more
Track Name: To Where You Are
we’ve grown apart since we’d last spoken
do you still have my heart or is it broken
‘cause I’m here and your not

it just get’s so hard, I want yesterday
you still draw me into you but I just drive you away
‘cause I’m here and your not

there’s nothing I can do to end the nervousness
and when I see you I hope you answer yes
I’m out of here, to where you are

it’s what I have to do to end the emptiness
and then I look you and we begin to kiss
I’m out of here, to where you are

I want to give you, all that I have now
I’ll give it all up too, this time I will get out
to where you are
I’m out of here, to where you are