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Eleven Letters (deluxe edition)

by College Fall

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1.
I’m resigned to dance around your feelings I’ll take a breath and start again so we let it go today, can we talk it over another day? it’s overdue I need to let you know soon enough I have to go you know I’ll miss you, my heart is still here with you but if you disagree for what it’s worth I’m not secure enough in us to hear your doubt but if you disagree for what it’s worth I’m so in love with you but I can’t tell you now I fell on this feeling, I can’t reveal what you need to hear me say I gave my reason, I don’t have the pieces left here and I can’t stay well then write your plans off or write your chance off
2.
Gravity 04:06
I'm all alone since you let me down I always knew you were the only boy around, who could another season drifts further away and I still hope I’m reason enough for you to stay but you said, it’s technical when I said I love you, I meant do you love me does your satellite orbit me, is your light heart free from gravity another season drifts further away and still i hope I'm reason enough for you to stay ‘cause I’m sure I love you, I’m not secure you feel it to when I said I love you, I meant do you love me does your satellite orbit me is your light heart free from gravity the lines clear now but you won’t talk the stars are faded to black I’m resignated, I can’t react
3.
so it snowed right through spring and by June all the road signs they weren’t making sense, I slowed down and all I heard was a breaking heart, in a parking lot I built an empty home, I disconnected the phone and waited alone if I wake up but I don’t hear you, just keep knocking if I look up but I don’t see you, then I’ll start writing you’ll always be the same, still hiding all the pain I’m hurting too just waiting fading away if I wake up, but I don’t hear you, just keep knocking if I look up, but I don’t see you, then I’ll start writing and if my words don’t reach your hands if I lose my chance will I find you if I run downstairs but you’re not there if I sit and stare, will I find you you’ll always be the same, still hiding all the pain I’m hurting too just waiting fading away I might give in, and leave him begin healing this devastated feeling
4.
you said you can’t understand, but the feeling of falling faded fast and you’ve got nothing left I turned around, in time you hid your eyes, you had no choice I thought of all the ways I tried, to keep you there and figure it out you’re sitting back and I’m no further I just want to scream at you all night you won’t even hear a word I cry the window opens up and all the pages float away outside but it’s too late to apologise, the author’s dead, the story’s lost it’s all over, it’s all over, it’s all over before you know it it’s all over, it’s all over, all that I can leave with is my pride I need a bottle to get me so numb, a little tired of thinking about you I’m broken and you’re long gone, a little tired of weeding out of the truth I can’t admit it even if I want to, I won’t let you hear my voice again I’m fresh out of reasons why I’m here, Maybe I’ll never get It’s all over, it’s all over, it’s all over before you know it It’s all over, it’s all over, and I can’t even talk about it It’s all over, it’s all over, it’s all over before you know it It’s all over, it’s all over, all that I can leave with is my pride Before you get up, I’ll wrap a towel around, and walk away Gave you the chance to tell me why, let you cry, say goodbye It’s all over, it’s all over, I don’t want to let you go But it’s all over, it’s all over, and I can’t even talk about it
5.
Six Or Seven 03:14
six or seven hours I’ve been awake I don’t think you would have noticed I couldn’t say what I thought about until you called and you warned me no to think at all but I can’t even get my mind off my heart sores or the pain where my eyes rest the drugs didn’t take, can you tell me why they can’t will you tell me what’s gone wrong, when I don’t understand it’s not enough, you’re not in love I’m giving up again, I never thought I would question why I live in the dark of all the passages in time I’m hoping to learn why but the answer is terrifying it always feels like I'm the one that’s stuck behind I’m the one just left to die, I’m the one that’s out of time it would mean so much if I knew you loved me once and I know we made mistakes and you make me so afraid It’s hard when you’ve been betrayed If I’m behind will you find your way
6.
you ignore all my phone calls if I can't find you tonight, I might blame it all on you a broken heart in college fall, if we turn out alright then I've got nothing to lose like it or not, I’ll never give up, I kept your heart right in my hand it's been so long, I've been so wrong and now your gone I know I've made mistakes before if I can press rewind I would and live again with you I can’t explain it enough for you it’s complicated you really don’t care, you don’t care I want to make it back up to you If I could take it back I would, if I could I still miss you sure I messed up and the bets are all off you know I won’t stop, I’ll never give up
7.
Closer 04:51
what is it you hope for in a friend I should have asked you that before you went away so I’m waiting here for you alone again while you spend time with her, will you stay away I might be all you need to keep from falling at her feet I need you closer closer to me to know I’m in your heart so you phone me you never felt so far away wish I could tell you everything I want to say I might be all you need to keep from falling at her feet I need you closer closer to me to know I’m in your heart I don’t want your letters I don’t want to read about London I'll die inside I’m losing you I don’t want your letters I don’t want to know that it’s snowing I'll die inside I’m losing you I don’t want your letters, I don’t want to read about her I can’t breath
8.
We greet the new year with a red wine I’ll meet you here at the same time next year In bed before we spoke, you left before I woke I can’t live this anymore, I don’t fit the scene I’m set in you would, if you could, well you should I can’t give this anymore, drag me out of this direction you would, if you could, well you should we greet the new year with a red wine I’ll meet you here at the same time next year I don't hear from you again it's been forever since you called me I can’t live this anymore, I don’t fit the scene I’m set in you would, if you could, well you should I can’t give this anymore, drag me out of this direction you would, if you could, well you should I don’t know your reason but I can’t find redemption I told you what I’m feeling I can’t see your connection and now I face oblivion I look in your direction I’ll break your fall
9.
Back Down 03:48
I’m not gonna give you any more ground I need you to tell me now, I gotta hear it anyway never thought you'd let me down by the time I figure you out, you move away I'm lost this time I won’t give you any more ground I need you to tell me now, I gotta hear it anyway I’m lost this time, I’m never going to see you again I hope you’d recognize, how much you needed your friend you, let, me down once, too, many times if you don’t back down, I won’t back down, this time I’m lost this time, I’m never going to see you again
10.
can you stay if we’re not friends will you show if you still care, I search for us again try and comprehend, waiting in despair, I still crave her the sky is closing in tonight, my fear amplified if you don’t shut the door, I won’t leave you anymore my hand reaching out for yours, I don’t believe you’ll let it fall I know you’ve seen it all before, I won’t leave you anymore every letter I don’t send, every minute I can’t spare they’re the moments you remember I try and comprehend, waiting in despair, I still crave her the fire is closing in tonight, my fear amplified if you don’t shut the door, I won’t leave you anymore my hand reaching out for yours, I can’t believe you’ll let it fall I know you’ve seen it all before, I won’t leave you anymore I’m tired of hearing your mistakes this time it’s easier to care about you if you cared about me some more
11.
we’ve grown apart since we’d last spoken do you still have my heart or is it broken ‘cause I’m here and your not it just get’s so hard, I want yesterday you still draw me into you but I just drive you away ‘cause I’m here and your not there’s nothing I can do to end the nervousness and when I see you I hope you answer yes I’m out of here, to where you are it’s what I have to do to end the emptiness and then I look you and we begin to kiss I’m out of here, to where you are I want to give you, all that I have now I’ll give it all up too, this time I will get out to where you are I’m out of here, to where you are

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tells the autobiographical story of eleven letters written between two lovers as they tear at the fabric of each others feelings. Featuring indie pop radio favourite Gravity and indie rock gems For What It's Worth and Built An Empty Home

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released March 10, 2007

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College Fall Melbourne, Australia

ethereal folk pop out of remote Australia. featuring Glenn Musto and Jodie Lee Bartlett telling stories about pelicans, hidden creeks, love in all it's gory, inflatable pools, dogs, old weeds, best friends, loss, hope and trust.

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